Yesterday was my family's farewell party for me. it was nice. Mom surprised me with an awesome Teddy from build a bear where she made a wish on his heart and put him in a cute navy outfit. She named him Seaman Corsair as a representation of my future. Loving him so much I nicknamed him Mr. Bear. He's absolutely adorable. (check Facebook for photos)
I had been mad nervous last night. It just hit me that this is finally going to be a reality. It had seem like a distant dream, but now it's in my face, right around the corner. I'm very excited. I'm not so nervous anymore.
So now I'm trying to chill and enjoy my last day, taking it slow. Allowed myself to sleep in, once I got some business taken care of at 8 something in the morning. Trying to keep it free of stress...of course Grandma doesn't always make that easy. ^_^
but it's all good. Talking with friends, watching TV, taking a long shower for the last time in a while, these are all things I want to enjoy before the bustle begins.
Everything is quite right now and it's only 2:13pm. Not sure what I'm going to do with my time. it feels like it's ticking away faster than I realized. My anticipation rises, my heart swells with nervous excitement and...I'm slightly bored at this moment lol. Maybe I'll start reading a book or pace around outside.
I shouldn't be surprised, people are usually busy during the day. Ok loved ones, going to head up stairs, do some last bit check ups on the bit I'm bringing before I'm officially chilling out and just enjoying the day free of obligations.
I love you all, even if I am a bit of a pain in the ass, but it's because I love you guys so much. <3
To every end, brings a new beginning. With my head high, turned away from the past, my eyes look favorably on my future, and I see new horizons.
Peace and love to all.